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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Do I . . . or don't I?

That has been the question.

Do I keep blogging? Or don't I?

I voted no (I blame it on all the pregnant emotions). This pregnancy has turned my world upside down. Many things that I loved to do, I now dread. It was always a release to sit down at the computer and blog, or work on pictures. Now I can't even stand to walk into the computer room. I don't even want to look at the computer. I haven't even wanted to take pictures. I hoped that these emotions would go away, but they are still here.

But . . . I have been out-voted. Kyle and the girls think that I still need to blog, and deep down inside I know I still need to, too. More for journaling's sake then anything else. I've written more down in the last year, then I have in a long time.

I am going to try and do better, and hope that one day I enjoy it again. I hope these emotions don't last forever. I guess we'll see in a few months.

So breath a sigh of relief all of you who frequent my blog. You one person out there :) Today I am going to try (I can't guarantee I'll feel that way tomorrow).

15 comments:

tracy said...

Hey I'm glad you decided to continue blogging! I check everyday to see if there is a new post! My mom said you have still been sick....I'm sorry! I still want to come visit and see your cute house again!!

Char said...

I know I'm the last person you want to here from but I say keep blogging. In the end you'll feel like you did something worth while among the bad pregnancy emotions. Good luck.

Stephanie said...

Jamie,
You better keep blogging. You were the one that got me started even though you didn't know it. I love reading your blog. You are very creative and an excellent writer. Good luck with everything.

Anonymous said...

Keep blogging!! I love the pictures & the updates -- Love, Mom

allison said...

I would say to definitely stick with it! Besides journaling's sake, you are a great example and influence to so many people (including me) who look up to you in so many ways and love to look at and read your blog! Sorry you're still not feeling good!

TJ & Jayden said...

Hey woman,

You made my day by updating your blog. It is one thing I look forward to everyday when I log on to my computer. You are the best and remember we all love you and love to here how you are, even if it is not always happy. Keep blogging. It is a great way to let others know how you are, even if life is not always roses. We are all here for you.
Love you tons!!!

Deneil

Young family said...

I am sad that we missed you when we were down. I am sorry that you are still pregnancy sick.
Please keep blogging. It is fun for me to keep up with you and your cute family. We wish you the best, and will see you next time...
Heather

Anne said...

It's good to hear from you. I'm so sorry this pregnancy is so rough. I vote keeping blogging too!

Tiffany said...

Love the updated blog, your always looks SO cute! I totally know how you feel right now.....I went through this a few times too. You know you should keep going but the more time that goes by the harder it is, and easier it is not to do it. But then something in your head makes you feel guilty for not doing it more. Just so you know, I love to check your blog, I am in love your cute girls. Sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling good.......pregnancy is rough on me too! Love it once they are here, but getting them here really SUCKS for me, I am just a whimp and people that tell me how much they love being pregnant just make me sick! I won't mention any names (Emily Redmon;) Sorry about the book!

Anonymous said...

Jamie, please keep blogging. I love to read them and keep in touch with all of you young moms.
A. gwen

Emily said...

Just wanted to say hi. Your house is beautiful. I loved it. You have such a knack for all of the house jazz. How is the little boy? We are getting there. Just under three months. Actually weeks always sounds better- 10 weeks??

Anonymous said...

I was just wondering what are you going to call your blog after you have your baby boy, it can't be kyle and girls. Tell Kenadee I said hi.

Kris said...

Lifer, I don't think I could continue if you quit blogging! You always have something cute, or wise to say. I need that in my life! Let's start a list of our worst and funniest pregnancy moments, maybe then you can get a smile out of all your yuckiness before the little superstar gets here! Seriously, remember I love you and always wish you the best!

Beth said...

Jaime, I hope you keep blogging. I love to check in see how you are doing. I think it is a great way to keep up on family and friends with life being so busy! Your family is darling and I look forward to your little one.
Love, Beth

Melea said...

Hey Jaime,
I just found your blog. Your kids are so stinkin' cute. It's funny that we live like 7 miles apart and I catch up with you through your blog and through your Mama. Good luck having that new sweet baby. There's nothing like the bond you'll have with your son. Good to see your family.
Melea
PS. S
Check my blog out sometime.


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